boyzzz.

i get so frustrated when i talk to him, i just wish he would set aside some time to talk to me face to face. i just want to meet someone that will make me feel somewhat even close to how i used to feel. someone who makes me want to learn things and make things. someone who has something to share, but also doesn't make it too easy - who keeps me guessing. maybe just anything to keep my mind off of him not wanting me.

i know as soon as i start at Noted things will begin to look up - i wont sit here all day and regret the past two years/

the effin heart on my wrist just like his is a constant reminder - ugggh.